I have never felt a heart hurt so badly. words cannot explain and photos cannot emphasize.
All I want to do is hate myself more then anybody could possibly… and guess what? I found out in that declaration it has made my heart hurt only so much harder and my views so much more jaded.
I spent way too much on records today, I do not have enough for rent this Tuesday… I am alone and have been told over and over I will always be alone… I would sell my body and soul just to make sure my parents did not know