Laying in my bed unable to fall asleep; exhausted but down and restless.
i worry myself out because of this funk i can’t seem to shake entirely.
i wish i had a friend i’d like to call at nearly 4 am and know they will answer, i’d like them to give me all the right answers to my questions i can’t seem to answer myself.
my desire to do nothing has started to be stronger then my desire to do anything.
I wish I could stop time and just lay here and hide for a bit and put down the shovel